taken over

I am someone with utmost curiosity. now I have changed my thought and decided to write about the feelings I have experienced as I saw my cycle being damaged. I felt pain welling out of me as i keenly observed my cycle rim bent. many emotions started running in my mind as well. The most predominant of them all is the monetary costs I need to incur to get it repaired. my friend's tepid reaction (as I have perceived it) infuriated me. suddenly a feeling of loneliness engulfed me. I was with him but I felt completely lonely. At that moment my consciousness is arrested by my overwhelming emotion. I lost myself and the ugly beast in me growled at my friend "you go, I'll come later." For the next five minutes this state of mine overpowered me. my consciousness then slowly started teaching me the reason by telling me that I for few momemnts was irrational. I am writing myself to understand myself. My inner voice is the narrator and the witness of this event, surprising isn't it. It is so complex; it is so beautiful.